Every passing minute is another chance to turn it all around.

i really really..

2010-11-15T23:30:00.000+08:00

I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANNA LEARN PIAAAANNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
but my dad dont allow, only my my mum supports me. & we've no much $$ now. it'll be a burden for my parents if i learn it.. i'm gonna save more moneyyyyyyyyyy! i really want to learn. have been thinking this for years, really wish i could learn..

AND

i really really miss darren. ok, i'll be able to survive.. 5 more days...

Holiday, RELAX --> HOMEWORK

2010-11-07T16:51:00.000+08:00

HI! time flies, it's alr nov. Will be very busy during this hol & following year i think. first, i'm having 2 weeks of bridging, & tons of oh-so-boring band pracs, then it'll be genting, edge conf & viva musica. this hol doesnt feel like one because there are piles of work to be done but hopefully i'm gonna enjoy my free time maybe with the girls, milky, qp & darren. ha. ok, i wonder who'll be reading this post cause it seems like no one is coming here alr. nevermind, i love talking to e air. BYE

2010-10-28T22:24:00.002+08:00

awww, so sweet! ptm tomorrow, excited for the report book, but not what my teacher is gonna tell me parents...

2010-10-26T23:35:00.001+08:00

i'm upset, but upon seeing this, it made me smiled.

hopeless..

2010-10-20T21:16:00.001+08:00

i feel so hopeless now.. first my mum, then my dad. following is dropping from 1st to 2nd. (if i tell my parents this what will happen?) if i knew that failing my exam will cause this scenerio, i would have worked hard to my max. why dont they understand that i feel devastated & guilty too? for pinning high hopes yet i fell hard, for trying to please you with my results cause i know thats what you really want, for wasting your money for my tuition yet i failed, for being so careless, for whatever thats my fault? WHAT THE HELL IS THIS! I DONT WANT THIS TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

UNREASONABLE!

2010-10-18T22:50:00.000+08:00

I'm freaking angry now cause of my mum, i might be rude after what she said, but i'm in a pique of anger what do you expect?! & i dont understand why she made me cry & yet she's angry! UNFAIR! I HATE THIS! ok great, now i think she wont wake me up tomorrow morning.

touch 4

2010-10-17T15:31:00.000+08:00

I WANT TOUCH 4! anyone willingly to help me buy online? i'll pay you back e money.. pleaseee.

Marking days.

2010-10-16T00:18:00.000+08:00

more pix on fb.

HI! never really had a proper post recently due to e exams, so i'm here w/ one now. :D

ok, anw i went to uss on wed (des's 15th) & phoebe's place today. both days were fun, & i enjoyed myself w/ the girls. USS was mad fun! haha, got wet @ the jurassic ride, scared @ e 1st mummy's ride. but most important of all, i got to spend time w/ the girls. After USS, we're all broke & decided to have a no expense 'day'. movie marathon, camwhore, webcam @ phoebe's house, & her poodle was cute but noisy & naughty! keep biting my toes. ha. & 'dead' dog, haha.

hehe, my little merry is coming tomorrow! heard from mum that when she came on wed, she was looking for me by pointing @ my room & eheheh! haha so adorable, cant wait to see her tomorrow. ok, shall end this post alr. ciao!

Disheartening.

2010-10-11T16:56:00.000+08:00

I'm left w/ one more paper & i'm done w/ eoy. urg! my phy & maths papers are all so screwed! esp emaths p2! so disheartening, & gonna do emaths sums later to buck up my paper 1 for tomorrow! I DONT WANNA FAIL MATHS! ok, USS w/ the girls on wed, egggcited!

2010-09-21T22:11:00.001+08:00

Hi, havent been updating regularly, i know. i've no time, having a packed schedule. exams are next week & after that i'll be freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! yea! ok, bye

22 AUGUST!

2010-08-22T17:27:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!

thanks to everyone that wished me, those who didnt wish me, i dont care about you.

to bandmates & the girls, i love you & you guys are GREAT! not just great but awesome

thanks for wrecking your brains to think of celebrating for me, though it's not successful but i appreciate it.

i love you guys!.

life isnt that smooth sailing

2010-08-01T18:43:00.000+08:00

Life isnt that smooth sailing for many. All you have to do is brace up, face it & find an opportunity to tell that person about his/her prob then find a resolution.Yes, it's easier to say than to be done, but if one is brave enough and do it, maybe things might turn better.

back for a moment & vanished in the air

2010-07-25T21:04:00.000+08:00

Sup! sorry for the lack of updates, but i'm just too busy & lazy. :D
i'll be having band for 5 days next week. mon,tues,wed morning,thurs,sat! & i bloody have to memorize some chem table within a day cause i'm having tuition on tues, & i just had it today. ok, nevermind, for my own good. i kind of get use to this busy days alr. Life was satisfying & great recently, no issues w/ it i guess? anw,

HAPPY 15TH TO MY BELOVED MILKY!

schoolwork piling up

2010-07-06T22:28:00.000+08:00

i've my school work all piling up! i havent done my 3 geog worksheets, when i'm having geog tomorrow. i'm currently struggling w/ my el proposal. i still have my amaths, phy and manymany others! i'm in bloody lot of stress now, my tuition teacher say he's disappointed w/ my phy results. my insomnia is coming back, my massive headache is harrasing me for alr 24hrs! wow.-.- sec three life isnt that enjoyable and easy as i think afterall. ok, SAMANTHA ZHANG! YOU'LL BE ABLE TO PULL THROUGH IT! DETERMINATION! PERSERVER! :(

how great!

2010-06-30T13:11:00.000+08:00

OK! from now on, i'm gonna sleep earlier! because i dont wanna fall sick again. I have at least 1 mc every month! my throat is having a sensation now, & i keep sneezing. but i ate biscuits & choc just now! opps, & i'm not gonna drink my cough syrup! it taste so sucky! haha, i hardly have any voice to speak, when i talk to the doc he cant even hear me, hard time projecting my voice. ok, i'm so tired, i'm gonna sleep again soon. & when i wake up i wanna do geog. ha. :D i skip 3periods of geog today! :D

school tomorrow :(

2010-06-27T16:17:00.000+08:00

:( school's gonna reopen tomorrow. i havent enjoyed much yet! come on! gimme more time man!
ok, no point ranting about it cause normally after a long break we'll dread to go to school. -fate of being a student. OK, i've done all my homework except geog, i've telling myself repeatedly EVERYDAY after i finish all my homework to do geog the next day & i still havent do it. WOW! -.- geog just sucks lah!

Fathers' Day?

2010-06-20T03:02:00.001+08:00

/edited

Just finish watching gossip girl, & it's alr 0300 in the morning. I'd better hit the bed soon. Anw, HAPPY DADDY's DAY! i think i'll buy something durian for him, but i doubt i'll wake up in time to get there. hmm, maybe that'll be for his bday? haha. OK goodnight or rather goodmorning sleepyheads!

I BOUGHT DURIAN... puff ( can you believe it?! ) i told daddy when he came back home that i bought something for him then he said, " AIYA! waste money! "
"Erm.. it's in the fridge."
" *widen his eyes* You bought durian uh? IMPOSSIBLE LAH! "
"OHHH, i bought durian............................... PUFF! "
*laughs
"THANK YOU!"

HA! anw, went to have dinner, ate sambal fish, chilli crab, cereal prawn, veg, duck & hometown tofu. & i feel like imma fat pig now! i think i really gained some weight during this hol! OMG! gonna work out soon! haha! anw, i feel like i'm burning inside, cause of all the spicy food. how am i going to sleep?!!

Be ignorant

2010-06-16T22:44:00.001+08:00

i'll just be ignorant, & live on w/ the presence of people around me

HI! i'm so bored. i've my eyes glued to the tv for one whole day & doing nothing else. ( except eating & drinking.) OH! lucky me to have someone to deliver lunch for me to my doorstep today! HAHA! thanks anw., appreciate it much. will repay you someday. on a second thought, maybe not. :D will be having band tomorrow & i hope mr poh will not turn up! It's not that i dont know how to tougue, is that the note is very low & very difficult to blow! & we've been blowing for 7 freaking hours, our lips are damn pain YOU KNOW! my inner lip is a little swollen cause of you!

Can hardly open my eyes

2010-06-13T21:42:00.001+08:00

ok, i'm having flu again & mummy & daddy is overseas again. i've no one to attend to me :(

A great day spent.

2010-06-13T02:25:00.001+08:00

xoxo, gossip girl.

Time check: 0225 'WHY ARENT I SLEEPING?!'

I'm suppose to be asleep by now, but i just cant seem to do so. Apparently, i'm suffering from insomnia for days & days! when i wake up in the day, i felt like i've drunk for a night & was having a hangover (btw, i dont drink). urg, whatever. hopefully, my insomnia will get better before the school reopens.

Alright, i went out to town w/ mummy today & i ALMOST lost my dear phone cause i left it in the toilet. Luckily, the cleaner was kind enough to keep it for me. it was sucha close shave but thank god i'm able to get it back if not i'll be in deepdeep trouble. anw, we went from somerset to orchard & mummy have to rest constantly cause she have a knee problem. it was a fruitful trip for both of us cause we both bought the things we wanted though i didnt get my bags & shoes. after walking for approx. 8hours(mummy rest i shop), i feel like my legs are stiff & it's freaking pain! the price of shopping for long hours. hahaaha!

My anticipation is worth it.

2010-05-30T23:12:00.000+08:00

I've been neglecting this blog cause i'm extremely lazy to post. ok anw, here's my boring week.

-i had band on mon & thurs, & they were BORING! choy asked me to play alto 2 cause we need it but little did i expect that it's more difficult than alto 1 cause i'm used to higher notes; no choice :/

-I got back my report book on thurs & yes! thank god my hard work is all worth it. mummy & daddy is satisfied w/ it, & i'm quite satisfied too but i know i can do better. & i'm sure everyone can.

-i had my saturday well spent w/ the girls @ marina barrage. we fly kite, played scrabble & tried to camwhore till phoebe cam's batt go flat before sharmaine & dionna arrive.(failed of course) overall, it's nice spending time w/ the girls out. & i dont know why i got a little sun burn & it's itching my shoulders!

well,that's about it. the long holiday i've been anticipating for is here! but i'll be busy w/ band, tuition, homework! of course, i will go out too. hopefully, i'll have time to shop w/ MUMMY! stupid band prac interrupted my shopping date w/ mummy. :(

Stuck @ home.

2010-05-21T21:58:00.000+08:00

Sup people! i'm back again.!

Yesterday i was alone in class cause the girls didnt turn up. so unexpected, but well, nevermind. lessons as usual & had band after school. My adorable junior didnt turn up, so i was damn bored during band. Home after band & wait for mum & dad to come home. MERRY came back w/ them! awww, merry is getting more & more adorable & naughty each day! when i put my face closer to her, i thought she wanted to grab my hair but instead she punched my eyes! VIOLENT baby! it was so painful! haha!

Vistarian road run today, & am proud of my results in the race. special thanks to Bernice for waiting for me when i stopped. rot @ home after road run cause picnic plan w/ girls was cancelled. hopefully, i wont be rotting tomorrow? or maybe i should read my book? HAHA!

EXAMS OVER!

2010-05-16T21:59:00.000+08:00

hello! i'm back! it's been sucha busy month for me, & finally i got a break. but i just feel amiss w/o homeworks. anw, have been hanging out w/ the girls for the past two days & it was really fun, they've always make my day! HAHA!

ohcrap! i've got CIP tomorrow, after school & i'm gonna miss band. dont feel like going CIP because it's lame! we're gonna go to the beach to pick litter. wow! how fascinating is that?! & what's more, i'm sick AGAIN. great! i might not be able to go school tomorrow! MUAHAHAHA! ok, i think i better go do my stuff. will edit my blog & post more whenever i'm free. bye!

On hiatus

2010-04-02T23:40:00.000+08:00

awww, merry is so adorable!
went out today, & the movie plan was cancelled, ended up window shopping, cause i'm officially broke. :(
so, i'm going on a hiatus till the end of my exam; which is 13th may. Apr will be a busy month, I've got band, speech day rehearsals, tuition & revision to do. i'll stand down from band on 23 apr. & what matters most is... MYE is 4 days after! idiot! can't they give us more time to study? alright! enough of complaining, BYEBYE!

resting in progress.

2010-03-27T13:27:00.001+08:00

I've got a weak immune system. Mummy says cause i've been sleep very late. But the best part of being sick is that you dont need to attend the boring lessons in school! :D worse part is... the medication! hate it! (pros & cons) ANW, went to the doc myself yesterday, wait for dont know how long, so i went to buy a mag & came across this interesting article about friendship.

A good friend NEVER leaves you behind. Whether it's heading down for recess, or walking to school together, friends always wait for each other.
A good friend ALWAYS tells the truth. If you know something is amiss, you need to let them know what you think even if it means hurting them. Try to be more sensitive and let them down slowly.
A good friend NEVER judges. When your friend does something to hurt you, hear them out before you make any judgements. they might have a good reason for doing what they did.
A good friend NEVER makes excuses. If your friends come to you for help, dont make excuses and turn them away.
A good friend ALWAYS listens. If your friend is in need of a listening ear or a shoulder to cry on, always make sure you're there with tissues.
A good friend ALWAYS protects. Always stand up for your friends especially against bullies. Let them know you've got their backs no matter what.
A good friend ALWAYS makes time. If you havent seen your friends in a while, give them a call and ask them ti hang out w/ you.
A good friend ALWAYS forgives. Just like how you would want your friends to forgive you for any wrongdoings. you should do the same even if they offend you. this is especially if they are truly remorseful.
A good friend DOESNT get jealous. It doesnt matter if your friends get better grades, or has more money then you. you should always feel happy for them, not jealous.
A good friend ALWAYS has fun! Getting your friends to smile and laugh is one of the best gifts you can give them, especially when they're down! Try practising thos hilarious jokes in front of a mirrior!

& these are the reasons what friends are for! anw, this article is from teenage. a little kiddish to post this but find it quite meaningful & closely related to us - teens. so ya. nothing more alr. BYE!

awww, not again!

2010-03-25T22:05:00.000+08:00

HELLO! i'm sick AGAIN! down w/ fever & flu. being sick is so normal to me, cause i'm ALWAYS falling ill.

Wasnt feeling very well in the morning, but i still went to school. I was damn shag in class! Slept during CDP & ref. ( Ms Mak actually let me sleep! HAHA! & she thought i cried when it's just that my eyes are too tired.) although i'm sick i still stayed back for band, kinda fun acually. sectionals for almost the whole band prac & was coaching my adorable sec ones. OHYA! CHOY's gf came to teach the clar section. they damn cute! cause both of them are so shy. awww. had a great laugh w/ qp during combine. & after band prac, went for dinner @ compass w/ dayna. I had fast food when i'm alr sick. (Y) -.- went home @ around 8.30, & i'm sooooo tired. my eyes could hardly open. i'm gonna hit my bed soon. doubt that i'm going school tomorrow.

what's wrong w/ you, do you have an eye problem? then why are you starring @ me? HATE me? OH! go ahead! not giving a damn, cause i hate you too.
stop spreading untrue stuff, it's irritating. ( hor yanxiu? )
i wanna emphasize that then & i are just bestfriends. you want to think otherwise up to you, but i'm of clear conscience, unlike somebody.

bye!

one week pass so quickly

2010-03-19T22:33:00.000+08:00

UH! hols is gonna be over soon. most of my time is taken up by band, tuition & HOMEWORK! is this what you call a school holiday? i miss my days back in sec 2 & 1. so little work load, & so much fun! anw, i still manage to squeeze my time out to go town w/ darrenthen. all we did was chat, walk around, movie & dinner. thats all. & FYI, we're just veryvery GOOD FRIENDS. :D &&& TELL ME! WHY YOU JUST REFUSE TO TELL ME! I'M GONNA PESTER THE TRUTH OUT OF YOU! i'm so curious. muahahahhahahaah! i'm always full of nonsense & up to no good. ok, i shall end my post here. nothing more to post.

x + a + b = maths!

2010-03-16T14:19:00.001+08:00

Dear maths, why are you so difficult?! & why my teachers have to give 50ques of your friends, amaths & emaths for us as holiday homework. & why do you consist of so many topics? i've got so many of you to do! tsk~! you took a whole lot of time of my hol!

(anw, that pic up there is taken like dont know how long ago, so it's not suprise to not see your name.)

/edited
BLOODY HELL! i've been sitting in front of my comp for 2 freaking hours just to do 50 ques of amaths!

A packed hol!

2010-03-12T17:32:00.000+08:00

HEY! i'm back ok? muahahahaa!
deleted the previous post as someone requested however, i kept a screenshot of it. hopefully he doesnt mind. hmmm, band recently was fine, & i'm so loving my juniors. :D ohya! did i mention that merry was here on tues?! HEHE! but i was having tuition. -.-

so recently was quite lethargic. i feel like sleeping in class, but it's just so inappropriate to sleep. i must find the right lesson to do so. HAHA! my hols is gonna be so busy ; full of work & band. i've got 16 things on my to-do list. (Y)? & band will be on sat(tomorrow),mon,wed & thurs! urg! why must sec 3 life be sooo busy? :@

HAPPY HOLS!

my days out.

2010-03-07T13:17:00.001+08:00

went out w/ milky to town on fri. met around 2 & went to somerset 313. shopped @ cotton on, f21. then off to heeren, milky showed me a ripcurl's bag that's super cool!!!!! iwantiwant! but... if i buy it, i'll get scolded by my mum. ): heee, i dont care. i'm so gonna buy it. at most, i'll kept it till next year or something. :D we shop from 2plus all the way till 9plus. we went, 313 > heeren > fep > wisma > ion rubi > cineleisure > 313 & HOME! ( more pics on fb. (: )

yesterday, was band's welcome party for the sec 1s, it's was fun! except for all those naggy parts! watched brass band & then went compass's starbucks to chill w/ gwen. heri. joseph, qianping & shawn . played truth or dare. & i got dared for 3/4 times? the first one was to take a pic w/ some stranger & i took a photo w/ one caucasian. :D wanna seee? i dont feel like posting it leh.. but no harm eh? haha!

ok, i look er... HAHA! went home @ 3.30plus. thought merry will be @ home but end up they're not coming this weekend. AWWWWWW... ): i miss her..

will be busy next week, but i'll try to post. BYEEE

[/edited]
screw me man! i think my chinese is getting for bad to worst. i cant read a lot of words, & i fail my chinese. -.- i just did my chinese elearning & i only got 40% -.- UH! screwed! i'm wondering if its my prob or isit that sec 3 chi is too difficult?

elearning.-.-

2010-03-05T12:39:00.001+08:00

SOMEONE HELP ME DO MY LIT

PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE?!

shall post my day out w/ milky(today) tomorrow. too lazy. BYE & stay tuned!

this is not the way

2010-02-27T16:03:00.000+08:00

In life, there'll always be ups & downs, the only way out is to pull through it.

ohman! my back is aching like !#$%^&*!@ & i've no idea why. tsk!

alright, yesterday, went over to weilin's place to have steam boat & it was sumptuous & yummy! thank weilin for inviting. :D had fun there. went home @ 9.30. bathed, watch tv, & chat. i had a terrible night @ home yesterday. dont want to elaborate much on such irritating things. :/

today, will just be a day@ home, doing homework, watching tv, wait for merry & play w/ iphone! hopefully my sis will lend me! ( but i doubt so. tsk!) nothing more to say, toodles!

it's was a sensation!

2010-02-25T22:30:00.002+08:00

i like the feeling of running forward as fast as you can & not think about other things.

BIG GREETINGS to all! i'm back to post! HEHEHE! ok, this week has been very packed.

Mon was chem test & band,
Tues & Wed was rushing through speeches, tuition & physics,
Today is physics test & sports heats.
Tomorrow is speech test!

Shall just elaborate on what happen today. School as usual was boring, but it's always great to crap & gossip w/ sharmaine lau! Had our very first physics test today & it was.. a little above average? & During a maths, we were making fun of the teacher, by repeating what she said. HAHA she said substituion as subtuition, FAIL!~ ok, had 1 and a half period of makzard & i went off to heats! Band came in 3rd for the CCA relay (B-girls) against cross country, netball, odac & choir. i think i somehow over stretched my muscles, & i can still feel some pain now. after heats, went home w/ dayna, bernice & yanxiu.

BYE! & shoo off suckers!

a wish

2010-02-19T22:01:00.000+08:00

I always have this wish that doesn't come true. it is to go back in time..

sorry for e lack of updates, was being lazy. :D

another week is gonna end & this week passed rather fast.
hmmm, CNY was greeeaaaattttttt! haha! boring though, but i got to see Merry, cousins & the greatest thing of all .... GET ANGBAOS! hehe! ok, so as CNY holidays come to an end, school reopens. UH SHAG! have to start boring lessons again. lately, have been quite busy w/ CNY, homework, school, tuition & all sorts of stuff. like what sharmaine said in fb, 24hrs/day is not enough! there's chem & phy test coming up, i've got to study hard for the testttt ( firstly, is to pass my test, get a B, & second, to get my basics right, & into my head! )

sissy brought meredith over to stay for a couple of days & they just went home, am missing merry NOW! haha! she's getting more & more adorable day by day! awww... haha! OK! i got to go & finish my tuition homework! BYE!

town.

2010-02-12T22:24:00.002+08:00

went town today after school w/ amelia, charmaine, dionna, phoebe & sharmaine.
dhoby > orchard central > 313.
amelia left > all of them went wisma > i went off to fep to meet muai sissy! :D haha!
bought things i need, but i didnt manage to get my shoe & bag yet! :@ & my dress is sold out! KANASAI! after shopping for awhile, i went home myself cause sissy's going somewhere else. on the way back to orchard, saw they all, waved & continue to walk back.

aww!~ i'm tired & my legs are soreeeeeee! i'm gonna go out tomorrow & find my shoes & bag AGAIN! ( only after i spring clean. tskkk! ha! )

byeeeee!

it'sa brand new start!

2010-02-10T18:40:00.001+08:00

I think I've discovered the secret of life - you just hang around until you get used to it.
Charles M. Schulz

I've learnt not to dwell in the past but look into the future. cherish whatever i've now. :D friends are the only ones that i can keep for eternity, & thats why they're always there when i need them. making my happy, when i'm sad.

anw, HAHA! i think i've really gotten over it! hoho! have been very distracted @ first, but now, i think i'm fine alr. isnt that GRRRREAAATT?!

Big thanks to people that have been standing by me, & lending me a listening ear. haha! i knew i've got great friends ! :D OK! i'm gonna eat dinner & go for tuition! BYEEEEEEE!

it's all over.

2010-02-08T20:37:00.000+08:00

people tell me that 'tomorrow's gonna be better', but i dont think so.

~~We ended on our 1year 5months 1week & 4 days. 290808~~

i dont know wanna elaborate anything here, cause, i dont feel like it. there's a lot inside me waiting to be poured out. i dont know how to resolve it, because i dont know why is it this way. sometimes, i wish i could tell, but i just dont think i should. i often went into deep thought; & while i'm walking home, i'd be bang by a car if i walked slower by a few steps. so i shant think about it anymore. hopefully, it's heal asap? ok, bye.

fyi, this is not only about that, it's a mixture of some others.

shop till you drop?

2010-02-07T10:19:00.000+08:00

YEA! i went shopping w/ my sista yesterday @ fep! bought not very much 1 tolga jumper, 1high waist, 1 tank? & my sister bought a spag strap dress, she cant fit in & gave it to me. i wonder if i'll where it.. haha! UH! i wanna go back & buy shoes, another dress & bagggggg! MUAHAHAHHA!

ohya! sorry Louise that i cant go her chalet.. my mum dont allow me to go! aww.

okok, BYE!

is my intuition true?

2010-02-02T16:37:00.000+08:00

test, after test..
i dont know what to say, maybe is just that i'm thinking too much. but i dont know why, i felt something. i dont know why, people dont understand. people say you for doing something wrong or something they think it's not right, & they do it themselves.why is this world so unfair, why am i always feeling it? i dont know & i've no idea. maybe it's time, i shall just be a mute whenever it comes to 'this'. silent is gold. talk is cheap, so i'm gonna try to realise it.

fck off losers!

2010-01-26T17:00:00.000+08:00

haha, i'm so bored & tired now! & i almost slept during chem today!
&& i didnt know that sharmini's( dont know how to spell ) lesson is quite interesting. all of us were so engaged by her lesson :D after assembly went to rp with dionna, joseph, heri, shawn & lh. ate & wennt home. i'm so gonna take a nap! GOSHH!

i feel so useless when i cant help. this is why i'm so firm to be gynae! seriously, cant you just endureeeee? & why would there be sucha person?!

you dont have to be.

2010-01-21T13:03:00.001+08:00

Life is like a rollercoaster ride. There's always ups & downs that we've to face, & we'll have to preserver through it!

uh! i feel soo shiok @ home. haha! 2days mc,& i think my voice is super sexy now. HOHO! hmmm, i found out that many people feel that 2010 isnt their year. C'mon! you guys need to be more optismistic! being depress & mugging real hard isnt the thing, you should take one step @ a time. ( & my mind goes, 'take one step @ a time, there's not need to rush....' ) you'll be able to cope as time goes by. making yourself carrying a big burden will make you feel more stressful! study when you need to, & play hard too! RELAXXXX! :D haha. JIAYOU!

AM SICK!

2010-01-20T16:47:00.000+08:00

i'm down w/ fever, cough, runnynose & sorethroat. ohya! i had ultra pain stomach cramps yesterday night. gosh! i woke up @ 12plus, & 5plus in the morning cause of the painful aches! hmmm, so i didnt go school today cause of my slight fever, went to e doc & got 2days mc. YES for not able to attend band tomorrow. But NO for missing emaths quizzz, amaths & chem! i'll miss out so much. howhow? self study @ home? but i've no text except for my amaths. hmmm, forget it! :D haha!

&& happy belated birthday to sharmaine lauuuu! ni zhen de lau (lao) le!

wonder if anyone will miss me... hmmm..?

it sucks big time!

2010-01-13T18:24:00.000+08:00

ok.. haizzz, i just finished my amaths homeowork. amaths is friggin difficult! or maybe not that difficult. it just takes time for me to figure it out the question. amaths teacher sucks BIG TIME! she's going sooo fast & i've to refer to e text to know how to do questions. haiz. gonna revise chem later, think i should somehow read about it.haha
byebye!

HELLO! an insane girl in da house!

2010-01-11T21:01:00.000+08:00

something's wrong with my blogger. anw, in case people say i never update, just gonna post something that i found on fb, quite lame actually.

50 Ways 2 Make A Girl Smile...When She Is Having A Bad Day Or Just Because She Is Your Girl... Believe Me She's Worth It:..

1. Tell her she is beautiful...she may deny she is, but she loves to hear it from you anyway.

2. Hold her hand at any moment (While Ur Walking) . . . even if its just for a second.

3. Hug her from behind..Like When She Is Just Standing There. (hold her as long as possible)

4. Leave her voice messages to wake up to.

5. Wrestle with her :):)

6. Don't go hang out with your ex or another girl that is crushin on you when shes not with you,
you might not relize how badly it hurts her. :(

7. If you are talking to another girl, when you're done talking, walk over and hug her and kiss her....let her know she's yours and they aren't.

8. Write her notes or call her just to say "hi"

9. Introduce her to your friends . . . as your girlfriend. . . it feels nice doesn't it?

10. Play with her hair.

11. Pick her up and flirt with her! (she loves it, even if she says put me down)

12. Get upset if another guy touches her and she doesn't
like it

13. Make her laugh ;)

14. Let her fall asleep in your arms.

15. If she's mad at you, kiss her.

16. If you care about her, then TELL HER

17. Every guy should give their girl 3 things: a STUFFED ANIMAL(she'll hug it every time she goes to sleep),
JEWELRY (she'll treasure it forever),
and one of his T-SHIRTS(she'll most likely wear it to bed)
or sweatshirts sprayed with his cologne!!
and SURPRISE Her with flowers or something special occasionally.. that will make her smile.. ;)

18. Treat her the same around your friends as you do when
you're alone.

19. Look her in the eyes and smile.

20. Hang out with her on weekends

21.Kiss her in the Rain (girls love this)

22.Kiss her just for the heck of it

23. Listen To Her When She Talks To You

24. Remember her birthday and get her something,
even if
its simple and inexpensive, it came from YOU. it
means all
the world to HER.

25. When she gives you a present on your
birthday, Christmas, or just whenever, take it and tell her
you love it, even if you don't (it'll make her happy.)

26. Always call her when you say you will, it may
not seem
like it, but it does hurt her and makes her think
you don't
care so call even if you can only talk for a minute.
Girls
don't necessarily have to have hour long
conversations
every night but its nice for us to hear your voice
even for a
quick "hello."

27. Give her what she wants...as long as it's reasonable! gah!

28. Recognize the small things . . . they usually
mean the most.

29. Don't flirt with her friends or your friends that are girls cause
she'll feel left out and it might make her feel as though u have to find affection somewhere else. (ps- make sure others Know that u are HER boyfriend!)

30.hang out with her whenever you are free and u
should feel free to hang with your girl friend anytime the time

31.If u care about her...please... SHOW her!

32.DON'T FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING!

33.When She Is Upset..Hold Her Tight (Tell Her How Much She Means To U)

34. Give Her Piggy Back Rides.

35.Be a Gentlemen (Hold the door for her)

36. Kiss Her On The Forehead.

37. Express That You Miss Her When You Are Apart.

38. Tell her she is the Only One For You..

39. Dont hug her friends or your friends that are girls cause she'll feel left out.

40. If your listening to music, let her listen too.

41. Sit in the park and just talk to her

42. Look her in the eyes and smile

43. Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants

44. Hang out with her whenever you are free and u should be free to hang
with your girlfriend all the time

45. Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is.

46. Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with.

47. Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because you missed her.

48. Carve your names into a Tree.

49. Slow dance with her, even if there isn't any music playing.

50. Call her sweety. (not baby)

am searching for myself.

2010-01-09T14:55:00.000+08:00

MUA LITTLE NIECE IS COMING LATERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! hahaa.

school was alright, teachers totally suck especially amaths, emaths(form), phy chers. I've no idea how am i going to survive. shardog is sitting beside me. & she's sooooo noisyyyy! total crap! :D i dont feel like posting, but just wanted to revive my blog. BYEBYE

Mua 1st post for 2010

2010-01-02T20:32:00.005+08:00

31st Dec, went town w/ shar, shopped & gossiped ALOT. :D HAHA! ohya! someone suddenly came to us & asked us if we know how to speak chinese, sharmaine said no, cause we dont want to be bothered. then that cheena, speaked el to us(super... i-dont-understand.) & so, i cant be bothered, i turned away right @ the moment she started talking(NOT INTERESTED!) she that person told sharmaine they're looking for a 'wisma' model. then sharmaine goes like 'huh?' then she said 'face model.' & blahblablah! she spelt sharmaine's name as sharmainse

1st Jan 2010!
ok, went to dorothy's place to stay over & have steam boat! yumyum! crap, & play with fireworks, boardgames & watched a boring movie.

Today, woke up by sharmaine like early in the morning cause she kept moving. acc her to the toilet, she was freaked out by ginger, & was stuck half way when she's trying to walking out of the room. so i've to let ginger out, & carry her inside AGAIN! so heavy! 6.6kg! woke up @ 9plus/10. brushed up > breakfast > & watched final destination 3. was niceeeeeee, but there's some disguisting & unnecessary parts. ewwww :S play boardgames > lunch & back to games again. HOHOHO! I WONN! after playing, we chatted awhile & went home.

shag! i've been seeing sharmaine since 31dec, & i'll continue to see her till next fri!

school's starting soon, will not be updating so often. & i bet no one even cares so BYE!

Crazy over Merry!

2009-12-28T23:23:00.001+08:00

MEREDITH IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ADORABLE!
i just cant resist the temptation to say this! haha! seriously! look!

seesee! OMG!

am reluctant to go band tomorrow!!!!

it's a christmas partaye!

2009-12-25T21:41:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! haha! thanks dorothy for the cookies( it's nicee!) & those who gave me xmas presents. (L) went to east coast this morning, intended to have lunch & hang out with church mates after the baptism. however, i wasnt feeling well, so called daddy to come & fetch me home. (been really sick recently. ): ) was watching tv, eating & sleeping after i came home. HAHA! OMG! i'm so afraid that i'll get fat! hmmm, shall go & jog & hula soon!

Lifeless sec 1s. :S

Parteh barbiesqs.

2009-12-22T18:52:00.000+08:00

Hi, Samantha is really lazy to post, so i'm in her account now dude

Currently at: Coasta sands

Quite an awesome place with 2 rooms connecting and th atmosphere out there is pretty high cus of the ppl helping and laughing. Greattt! Btw, sam's pretty sick right now and she's just right behind me with a blanket covering her whole body. INSANE. IM.SO.WARM.

Staying over for 2 nights; heading 2 chalets. Christmas celebrates. Luvit. Dont you? <3

Okay, I can smell th heat & bbq steam out there. Should go kpooooo help out huhhh.

K bye.

P/S: guess who am i?

Meredith Xu Xin'en & COOKIE!

2009-12-13T22:16:00.001+08:00

MEREDITHHHHHH! :D

*yawnnnn! boring!

shitting!

still shitting! * smelly!

haha! bro-in-law scolded him so he scared & hide under the sofa!

too bright!

2009-12-11T23:17:00.000+08:00

Celebrated Yanxiu's bday today, (fyi, her bday on sun 13th dec) above was the pic on her card, her card & her gift from us, PEOPLE! PAY UP! OWE ME MONEY FOR PRESENT! I BROKE LIAOZXZXZX!

soo, went dayna's place to celebrate. made pudding & jelly. pudding become moose ( made people ate this for dare. :D ) played wii, make card, wait for yanxiu, played again, then went cp to eat lunch. went home to rest for awhile & took 159 to amk to meet my parent then we went to gleneagles together to vist my sis & mua niece! :D HAHAHAHAHHA! Meredith is soooo cute, she's so chubby. & went she sneeze, she look super ADORABLE! ok, shant elaborate more. more pics up....

you'll never know what will happen the next second.

2009-12-10T22:29:00.001+08:00

HOHOHO! My sister is in the labour ward now! Probably going to give birth tomorrow morning. awaiting for meredith's arrival! anw, this is what happened. we went to our aunt's house then she went to the toilet for very long, bro-in-law went to check it out & she told him her water bag burst, he dont believe. & somehow he realised it was true. *kan chiong* pack & went off. he dropped us off @ potong pasir & bring my sis go home bath & take stuff. :D && mummy just told me to message bro-in-law to message him a smiley face. cause she say he'll be looking like this -> xD/:D

mummy said my daddy was just acting as if he isnt excited about meredith's arrival. then she say in chinese " EH! you going to be ahgong alr leh! " then continued this "IMAGINE your grand daughter calling you this -'gong gong! wo chu lai le!' "

zzz, lame?!

2009-12-09T13:58:00.000+08:00

HELLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm bored & hungry! going shar's chalet later, gonna have fun there, probably.. :D ok, i'm lazy to post! BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

2009-12-06T20:31:00.001+08:00

SCREAMMMMMSSSSSSSSS! I AM BACKKKKK w/ picccccccssszzzzssszzz!

so.., i'm like back from band camp 2days ago ( fri ). i've enjoyed the time spent with bandmates, although juniors are :S (-having gold in their mouth). i really cant imagine how band camp will be next year w/o the sec3 seniors. pictures on qianping & jiaming's fb can go & check it out. :D

went to my cousin's wedding yesterday, their wedding was fabbbbb-ulously awesome! church wedding was not that boring, & i've caught up with my cousin, went to make specs then went home to rest. prepared & bro-in-law drove us to marina mandarin. shall let the pics do the talking.

2009-12-01T22:55:00.000+08:00

i will be away to camp for 3days!
miss mezxzxzxzzxzxzxzzxz! BYEBYE!

2009-11-29T17:10:00.000+08:00

see what qianping said! hahahaha!

lazy to post, shall post more soon. bye!

what's your blood personality?

2009-11-26T22:53:00.002+08:00

Read this on teenage, & i find it interesting & useful, so i'm gonna post it ( for the benefit of some)

Blood type A: Everybody seems to think that you're the ultimate perfectionist! Even though you're cool & calm on the outside when things need to get done, you can sometimes turn into a nervous wreck when people are not looking! However, beneath that shy & self-conscious personality, is a bubbly listener who has many close friends. Not only are you sensitive to their needs, you're also a great keeper of secrets!

Blood type B: 1 of your best traits is your strong ability to focus. You're the type to finish whatever you've started to the best of your ability. However, you have trouble making friends because you see & do things differently from others. this makes it hard for you to fit into groups & cliques because you are unique individual who cannot be easily stereotyped!

Blood type O: Hello Mr & Miss Popular! Everybody likes you cause you seem confident & sociable! In fact, you enjoy it most when the attention is all on you! While you have a strong & creative side that makes you a formidable person, you'll find yourself cluttered with unfinished projects. that's cause your worst habit is not seeing things to the end!

Blood type AB: You seem to have a mix poersonalities. While you exude confidence, you tend to be a little shy when meeting new people for the 1st time. However, you are helpful, responsible, & always ready to lend a hand! This need ot be responsible 1 amongst your peers will sometimes end in dismay as others may take advantage of your trustworthy nature!

Reality dont lie

2009-11-23T14:11:00.004+08:00

COOKIE!

went to sis's house to play with this cutie yesterday :D this little thing is real cute! haha! had much fun playing with it. hoho! my sis is alr, 30+ weeks pregnant, i cant wait for my niece to be born! hmmm, i'm rotting at home today, but actually, i dont really feel bored. HAHA!

~~1 more day to the release of the streaming results! i'm so scared & eggg-cited!~~

/edited
results out.
e3a(elec lit, pure geog, double sci)

Yanxiu, Dayna & Qingsheng in e2( think yz & gary also). Shar, Dionna, Kemin same class as me. Rachel, Darren, timothy & weilin in e4.

well, qs is not satisfied with his appointed class cause of rumors. :D i want to get into e2 real lot, thought i would get in cause my results were quite good. but little did i know that cause of my hist, i cant get in. i got 62 for hist. 63 for lit & 67 for geog. no wonder they put me in e3. haiz, thats it SAMANTHA! FACE THE FACT! e3 isnt that bad afterall. ohya, gratz to rachel & darren for getting into the same class, LAST LONGLONG! :D

now i think that studying so hard were no use. it's not a matter of the lvl poisition, it's the matter of the criterias of each class.

something's not going right...

2009-11-20T17:12:00.000+08:00

i'm so bored at home, suppose to meet weixun, but was raining heavily so cancelled & i continued lazying on the sofa; watch tv prog & search for shows to watch on e web. read the summary of the story, & i decided to watch this- 2 faces of my girlfriend. it's about this girl that has a split personality, etcetc. go find it yourself! lazy to type it out. :D I'M SOOOOOOO BORED!!!!!

Question: Why am i also so bored?

Ans: i've no idea!

it's always, NOT ME!

2009-11-17T23:18:00.001+08:00

hi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

went out with milky & dionna ytd, 1t to somerset then vivo -> ps-ichiban for lunch, walked around & home. some misfortunates happened on me, & i felt awful then. i had this super pain stomachache, which i've to endure standing in the train from dhoby back home. i felt like vomitting in the train, after getting out of the train & up the escalator, i felt like fainting & i got a blur vision. i almost faint but hold onto milky's arm, wwnt to the toilet, dont feel like vomitting alr, so sat there until i feel better, but i look pale & have cold sweat all over my face. milky companied me home, THANKS! :D daddy got shock when he saw me like this. :S

stayed at home today, didnt go for band. went bugis with mum, walked around & visit the sinseh, after that daddy fetch us -> dinner -> balak kampong. :D

BYE!

my idiot boyfriend has slept without telling me! tsk!

ok, he didnt. it's all his stupid phone's fault, nono should be sim card.

oh! good grief!

2009-11-15T18:58:00.000+08:00

i'm back! ha, but no one even bothers about my enxistance i think :D NEVERMIND. it's my journal, so i shant careeeeeeeeeeee! :D ohya! i'm stupid enough to injured my back! double :D

Friday
went out with yanxiu,darren,qingsheng & yongzheng to plaza sing to watch 2012. intended to watch it @ the cathay, but it was raining heavily then, so decided not to. we wanted to take cab there, but the queue was super long. anw, bought the 4.35 movie ticket & we have not better to do than rot. Darren kept saying dirty stuff. ok, anw, the movie was quite nice maybe 3.7/5? the movie is approx 3 hours. no use buying food, it'll a waste of money, cause you'll be engaged to the movie. :D went home, & my back hurts for no reason.

Saturday

woke up, my back still hurts, told my mum & she said there's a blue black. (oh, i really wonder when did i injured it.) anw, ate breakfast, bath & prepared. went out with my family (mum, dad, sis, bro-in-law) to jb. we were caught in the jam for like 1hour after exiting the sg's custom. bro-in-law keep saying cause they are lazy & want to sleep after they had their lunch. (oooo! i smell butter! mum's cooking. :D haha random, continue!) went to city sq, walked around then went to have lunch somewhere outside the mall, ate herbal duck! dont laugh, the taste is really niceeeeeeeeeeeeee! the meat is soft, unlike sg's duck(those that i've eaten so far). went back & walked around, then bro-in-law drove us to another place, we also talked about the baby's name. :D anw, went to some supermarket called the store. then around 8plus, we went to eat seafood, ok, seriously it sucks! none of it is nice. after dinner , went somewhere & homed.

TODAY

didnt went to church cause my back hurts. rot at home. :D & writing this long post right now. ok, gtg search for name for my yet-to-be-born niece. bye!

2009-11-12T23:24:00.001+08:00

OMG! i'm freaking bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehe! i just realise that i have a very small connection of friends. :D am aware of my attitude & stuff. but, it's not that difficult to endure isnt it. hoho, am trying to change for the better, so people, dont give up on me! i'm trying my very best. i dont really carry my temper everywhere i go right only times when i'm frustrated & moody. HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! i'm like crapping! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMOGMOMG! you know why? cause i freaking bored! howhowhow?! someone chat with me leh. that stupid milky, so many people chat with her she also feel bored. cant she be contented?! hmphf!

i got nothing to do! weixun's @ camp!

I'M SERIOUSLY FREAKING BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-12T00:06:00.000+08:00

In each family a story is playing itself out, and each family's story embodies its hope and despair.

-Auguste Napier

was using my sis laptop & i saw this pic while i was browsing through her photos & i think that this picture is heart-warming. haha, it's just like my family's candid shot. anw, i know i look :S ugly in that pic. but ha!, that's me, what can you do? :D & fyi, that's like 2 or 3 yrs ago, the year whereby my sis graduate. but right (if i'm not wrong), is 2 years ago. i somehow, really love this pic although i look ugly. maybe it's because of the smiles on our face. :D

i'm tired, but i cant sleep...howhowhow?! nevermind. byebye!

2009-11-09T22:53:00.000+08:00

went out with milky today & went to orchard to collect her phone. went walking around & went to eat at suki sushi. took pictures ( shown above ) alright, gtg to aid my mum with her christmas song. she doesnt know how to pronouce some words. :D BYEYE! MISS ME! <3

Shisha

2009-11-07T22:13:00.003+08:00

Shisha contains molasses that have the same substances like in tobacco. Actually shisha is worse than smoking because, the smoke that is inhaled is unfiltered smoke compared to the cigarette which has filters. This causes the shisha smoker to become more vulnerable to respiratory diseases and cancers.

woke up @ 8plus & went to gillian's house to bake. her golden retriever's puppies are so adorable! bro-in-law brought cookie there too. (a white schnuazer) hmm, after baking ate lunch & bro-in-law drive me to serangoon mrt. met jiaming & dionna there then head to bishan to buy milky's clothes, then clark quay to buy milky's sweets. walked around & went home at about 7.

watching tao hua xiao mei now, & yuyi is soooooooooooo cute! haha. this episode is super funny lah!alright shant crap anymore.

byebye(;

2009-11-06T17:32:00.000+08:00

100 days with Mr Arrogant

soo, i'm like rotting at home the whole day.

was searching for a movie site for like 2hours, & i finally found 1, yet it's loading friggin slow, so decide to watch dramas, since i really am bored. sooo... i watched this korean movie @ mysoju (web given by qp) haha! was quite nice, & i find the ending kind of stupid. :D but it's funny ( sort of a cold joke ) gonna go cook & bath soon.

sis is coming over today, will acc her to buy baking stuff, going her friend's house to bake tomorrow morning. & i'm going out with milky in the afternoon i think. :D

byebye

2009-11-04T21:44:00.004+08:00

went out with sharmaine & milky today.

suppose to meet milky 1250, but i texted her that i'll be late so, she only turn up at 1328!

i waited for her for dont know how long lor! :@

ok, then met sharmaine @ dhoby, went to walk around for awhile, & went astons for lunch.

ate quite a lot, i'm still very FULL now! after lunch, went to shop at fareast, wisma, city hall, marina sq & then homed.

made this post short cause i know a lot of you find it boring.

ohya! i created a new tagboard cause my old one dont seem to work out so ya.

TAG MOREEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you're sucha bitch

2009-11-03T22:08:00.001+08:00

let bygones be bygones & enemies be your friend. it's always better to have more friends than enemies.

went to band today, & it was very boring. discovered another dictionary called 'mr chin dictionary' haha! he's like the female version of ris low. but i think ris low is a bit better. :D the way mr chin speaks is super funny, i kept repeating what he said & got scolded & kicked by milky. :@ ohya, i signed up voluntary at pathlight with some others. at least i'm going to have some things to do during the hols. so..., after band went to rp for dinner @ kfc with sjoseph,milky,shaun, & lianghao. chat about many random stuff & went home at about 7.

well, that's all i have for today. will be going out with sharmaine tomorrow. (milky might be going. :D)

toddles.

/edited

mum knocked on my room's door & came in.

mum- "你在做什么？"
me- "MSN lah!"
mum- " huh? 你在send什么?!"
me- " MSN, aiya 跟朋友讲话"
mum- "谁？情人啊？"
me- " 不是啦！"
mum- " then? 男朋友啊？"
me- " -.- 不是啦！你看这个像男的meh?"
*turn & look at my comp but some windows covered my conver with milky
me-"aiyo,看不到."
*shift away the window.
me-"neh! 这个是男的meh?"
mum- * walk closer to look at the lt. "aiya! 这个是带着假法的男人ma!"
me- "walau eh!"
*daddy walked pass
me- " eh pa! 过来！"
*walks in
me- "这个是男的还是女的？"
dad-"看不清楚”
*shift lt nearer for him to see
dad-"女的啦！"
me- "你懂mama说什么吗？她说这个是带着假法的男人！"
dad-"haha! 你妈妈的想象力太丰富了！"
*laughs*

this too me so long to type out! kanasai!

2009-11-01T11:41:00.001+08:00

hello!
didnt continue the post yesterday cause i'm too tired & have no time.
mum called me & tell me to go home asap, later bro-in-law came & fetch milky & i home. went home to change & went for dinner at kenny rogers. ate chicken. & many others. OMG! FATSFATSFATS! told milky not to buy fatty food after swimming but i went to eat such a sumptuous meal. haiz.. reached home about 10, watched tao hua xiao mei & sleep at 12. was too tired to get up after much reminders from mummy. she even called me & message me to wake me up! told her i woke up alr, but i went to sleep AGAIN! woke up at only 1035 was to late for church alr. HAHA!

ok, i heard many yawning! so..., i shall stop my boring post. :D

2009-10-31T15:06:00.000+08:00

gonna meet milky soon! :D
we're going swimming! although i'm gonna meet her soon, but i havent finishing packing my stuff, cause daddy is moppiny & he warn me not to walk around... ok, will post when i'm back. till then, bye!:D

2009-10-30T20:22:00.000+08:00

aww, i'm gonna miss 2e2'09

Last day of school alr, which means that, it's my last day with 2e2. ):

Dedicated to...:

-2e2

Although i'm not really commited in this class, not very close with everyone of them, but they still left me with a fond memory. I'll remember the lessons & times spend with 2e2 vivdly in my mind.

-MY small eyes( YANXIU!), Qingsheng, Darren, Yongzheng & Gary.

Thanks for making boring lessons an enjoyable one. Times spend with you guys is always great & full of joy,fun & laughter (except times when we need to be serious or something happens)

ok, had fun today in class, you know;doing stupid stuff. :D had an early recess at 1025 & went back to class to collect report book. played uno while waiting... (ok, we played twice-once before recess, once after.. but both times, we didnt manage to end the game cause we were always interrupted by something) got back our report book later, & i didnt dare to look at it. so i just hold the paper & ask gary they all to see if it's good or not. all say not bad... soooo... i turn the paper & i went 'ohmygod, ohmygod, ohmygod, ohmygod, ohmygod, ohmygod, ohmygod, ohmygod, cause i cant believe my eyes! hahahaha! i got 49 in the level! hohoho! improved 7 positions! :D quite satisfied with my result, but my maths didnt met my expectations. all others were quite acceptable for me. ok, enough craps. after school went compass with some people & home. used comp for like 4 hours alr! haha! time flies.

gtg byebye!

2009-10-29T22:04:00.000+08:00

In life, one will always experience up & down. Life is not smooth sailing. There's always be obstacles & this obstacles will make one learn a lesson & move on\ not making the same mistake. As long as one repents, nothing is impossible.

Today, was a rather unfortunate day for some. so people, cheer up! :D

nothing much to elaborate on; band is going to be dead after seniors left. many doesnt have any interest in band anymore. so many skipped band prac nowadays. haiz, band used to be so lively & fun. but now, it's so boring & dead. sec1s dont bond with us. nothing is going smooth now.

MILKY!, cheerup, will always be there for you. TXM! :D

2009-10-25T13:45:00.002+08:00

didnt went to church today, i overslept.

nothing to do, so boring!

watch tv & use comp again. My comp is super! urg! dont know how to say!

anw, tomorrow going out with milky & maybe some others i think.

& how great! i've nothing to post! :D craps! i'm always posting nonsense! :D

ok, bye for now

click to enlarge

darren doesnt allow to post this! aha! i dont care!

2009-10-24T16:50:00.001+08:00

there're many ups and downs in life that we'll encounter but we'll still have to stay strong & solve it.

well, i'm rotting a home for the whole day! & yea, you can smell the smelly stench! yewwwww! :S

ok, i was kidding. anw, the weather is rather hot so people you must drink lotsa water!

so, my boring day goes like this: -woke up at approx. 12

-wash up,watch tv

-use comp while watchingtv.

-sis & bro-in-law came home & cooked spag for them

-ate that as lunch, it wasnt terrible, at least it's edible & my bro-in-law say that it was nice.(yea, i know i dont look like i know how to cook. but i do cook NICE & EDIBLE FOOD)

-watch tv again.

-sis & bro-in-law went off to buy baby's necessities. so used my sissy lappy & now blogging.

& later i'll only do these : -watch tv

-wait for dinner time

-eat, watch tv

- might on lappy & create guestbook( the one that milky has. not copying, wanted to use guestbook long time ago, but i cant seem to find a suitable one.)

yay! that's my boring day, & you've just read some craps! congrats! :D hahaha. ya lah! i know my blog is damn sian, but it's my life! my life arent a lively one. but i still live my boring life to the fullest! ok, i shall post tomorrow haha! byebye! & weixun, dont be moody alr lah! SMILEEEEEEEEEEEE! :D:D:D:D

2009-10-19T22:38:00.000+08:00

went out with dionneh & milky today, was quite... PAIN. haha! In what ways?

-heels hurting my feet

-spending of money to buy slippers

-money fly away!

haha! so, i end up with blister on my right little toe, & i burst it with a needle! :D am so proud of myself for bursting it. haha! yesyesyes, imma crazy & disguisting freak. although it's painful, my little toe is at least feeling better than before. so it's worth (for me) to burst it. while shopping, saw bernice & she told milky this " OMG! why you so tall! walau, i dont want to talk to you!" so didnt notice that milky was wearing heels! what a gag! then milky saw another friend & her friend also didnt notice her heels & say, "omg wei shen me ni zhang dao zhe yang gao!" haha! [*when you wear heels, wear a dress so something that reveals your heels, unless you want to be assumed as tall! :D]

school's starting tomorrow after the 4days break! awww... sian + worried + excited. sian cause must wake up early, worried & excited cause taking back our exams scripts tomorrow but afraid of bad results, though i'm quite confident for most of the papers. no matter what, it's already the end, so ya, no point looking back & blaming self for not working hard. ( i did! i studied until i'm almost crazy!) ok, shall stop here. long post eh? :D

byebye

2009-10-17T17:49:00.000+08:00

i tell you! i spend hours editing this skin cause, i was finding the comment thingy, but it cant seem to work out though i've found it, but nevermind. went out with milky & dionna yesterday. planned to watch 500 days of summer, but in the end, we didnt cause the tickets were ex. so we went shopping instead. bought heels, & i told weixun i'll be taller than him if i wear it. but he doubts so, so i told milky thinking that she'll support me. but in the end, she support weixun. you two gang up & bully me! *cries for mummy! :D:D haha. after shopping, dionna went home, milky & i went to have our dinner at suki sushi- cineleisure. ate, walked over & went home. :D

as for today, i'm rotting at home :D how great. anw, gonna unlock my blog alr, milky nagging :D

(ok, she's not nagging just exaggerating.)

2009-10-16T12:53:00.000+08:00

i'm still at home when we're suppose to meet at 12.
-.-confirm late for movie liao lor.
still waiting for milky to reach compass first.
find my blogskin a little screwed. as, not very nice.
i'm going to remove my tagbox soon & plurk too.
anyone give me some suggestions?

2009-10-15T20:40:00.000+08:00

HOHOHO!
exams are overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! ^^v
anw, i reformat my comp & now restoring everything back in
just now, when i restart my comp, it took me like 1hr plus!
82 updates leh!
hmmm, gonna go out with milky & dionna tomorrow.
so i'll post more tomorrow. :D
byebye

2009-10-12T15:20:00.001+08:00

blogger is seriously screwed! hate blogger damn freaking much! i'll change to wordpress or livejournal after my exam. bye!~

女大十八变.

2009-10-12T15:10:00.001+08:00

OMG! i totally screwed my maths paper2. hopefully i can get still get an A, if not my sis is gonna nag again!so, left geog,science & art. hopefully geog also can get A & science B? cause i want PURE SCIENCE next year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BIOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! okok, enough of my craps. gonna study soon
byebye!

2009-10-07T15:31:00.002+08:00

End-of-year examination

ps for the late update. i'm not gonna post until next thursday.

History, Lit, Maths, Geog, Sciece, PEPP, Art

7 more papers to go & what's more?!

i have study all of them. hmm, maybe not exactly all, i did study a little.

&i havent start my art prep work. haiz, packed schedule.

ok, anw, goodluck for your exams people. :D

ALL THE WAY~~~~~~~~

withlove,SamanthaZhang.

xoxo

2009-09-29T18:06:00.000+08:00

Gardens and flowers have a way of bringing people together, drawing them from their homes

Today, is just another ordinary school day.

-Darren didnt come to school , but we all still have a lot of fun though . ha!

-had chinese test today, & i was freaking tired, so i quickly do finish the paper & slept!

-Yanxiu called me doraemon, cause she claims that i always pop out something that she didnt expect.

-PEPP test was such a coincidence, Yongzheng got 17, Gary-18, Darren-19, Qingsheng-20, Me-21 & Yanxiu-22, haha! consecutive numbers! cool hah? :D

ok, anw, after school went home straight, watch tv for an hour, then on comp to search for what i want to do for my art exam, & i decided to do, FLORAL. (: upon searching those pictures, i found many interesting names of the flowers. ha! do you even know that there's such flower call "gay feather, billy button, mother-in-law's tougue?" manymany very interesting & fascinating names & flower. ohya, forgot to say that those are nicknames for the flowers. their exact name is very chim! haha! now, i'll have to worry if i can print the pictures out, cause when i print colour pictures, i dont know why, somehow my printer prints kanasai pictures out. -.-

alright, enough crapping. going to do my homework alr.
byebye! will update asap & pardon for my lesser updates cause eoy is coming soon.

2009-09-27T15:54:00.000+08:00

went to study with qianping & jiaming yesterday at hougang mall.

pictures taken are below. ENJOY. :D

bye

2009-09-25T22:44:00.000+08:00

Heyllo! i'm back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:D i'm posting for the sake of reviving my dead blog. HOHO!
class today was quite fun. :D but i slept during maths & science, as i was really tired.
art & cdp was rather fun. haha!
however, Qingsheng & yanxiu suffered a lot.!
speaking of this, i just remebered i've pictures of them to upload! haha!
so, i shall also upload the others too.

tomorrow, maths crt in the morning, haircut, study session with gfs!
that's all. byebye!

2009-09-19T20:24:00.000+08:00

short post here.
-attend maths crt in the morning though i feel very ill.
-managed to pull through but felt :S
-went home straight after that & slept.
-didnt attend church wedding cause i was having fever.
-sleep, watch tv,sleep, watch tv.
-am still very sick now, but temp have gone down.

2009-09-18T19:37:00.001+08:00

A strong positive mental attitude will create more miracles than any wonder drug.

-Patricia Neal

School wasnt fine at all!
although lesson went as usual, but something just happened in between.
& i cant believe it! because of that you quarrel with me! WTH!
if you arent a goodfriend of mine, i wont even care a shiat about you!
i wont even waste my energy scolding you, & try to refrain you from going deeper.
i'm not saying who you are & what you did is to leave you some pride & respecting you!
& you know clearly that i was talking about you in class, you know.
all i want is to let you know what you did was very disappointing.
do you know that after i return you that & scolded that sentence, i almost cried?!
OMG! i find myself so foolish, but fortunately i was able to hold back my tears.
i even thought so apologising for saying something so harsh, but in the end, i told myself to be firm.
cause what i did wasn't wrong , except for the fact that i took your thing without permission.
but its all for your own good! i dont benefit from what i did, & i almost lost a good friend like you.
PLEASE THINK OVER! & HOPEFULLY YOU"LL READ THIS!

2009-09-10T21:57:00.000+08:00

hmmm, havent been studying much throughout the pass few days, when exams are ust round the corners.
so, i'm going out to study with gary,qingsheng,darren & qianping ( currently, i only know these people that's going) to study at rp mac i suppose.
but i last min told someone i cant make it, & now, 'someone' is moody. howhowhow?
sorry lah! ok, anw, short post, going to reply tags & relink soon.

2009-09-06T15:07:00.001+08:00

OMG! i super love auntie lucy!

hahahahhahaha! so funny lah!

YEYSYESYES, i know it's very random of me to post this,

but it's cause Qianping showed me a video of a kid immitating auntie lucy.

haha! anw, i've nothing more to post

&& WATCH THIS VIDEO! :D

2009-09-02T22:24:00.000+08:00

click to enlarge!

guailan Qianping & i won! hahahhahaha!

so fun! anw, i've nothing to say.

having 2 test tomorrow, goodluck to me! haha!

BYEBYE! :D

2009-08-31T17:00:00.000+08:00

Many times, when we look good we also feel good. however looking good does not determine the person we are.

OMG! i love this sentence to the max! :D:D

arent the baby photos adorable? guess which one is me!

Tag to GUESS. hahahahhahahahah!

ok lame, anw, i've nothing to do now, just waiting for my friend to come my house & do nothing

how 'cool'.

had teachers' day celebration today, was rather hilarous at some parts of the so-called concert (:

intended to go home at first, but went to hg mall to have lunch with qianping in the end.

cause 88 is too pack. haha!

had pepper lunch, then went home.

& now, i'm rotting when i'm suppose to do my work.

anw, i've nothing more to elaborate on.

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! :D

2009-08-29T15:35:00.002+08:00

Happy 1st year to Weixun & I.

anw, didnt celebrate, cause, i dont know why. :D

exchanged presents, walk around compass & went home.

hopefully he'll like the present. (:

To Weixun,

Thanks for the memories in the past few months,

although only got close a few months ago, but the relationship build is still strong.

you've always endure my temper & craps, but you didnt say anything.

sorry for the attitudes, the anger i vent on you at times.

Grateful that you didnt get blame me about it, although sometimes you do & got angry,

you didnt tell me, thanks for everything you did.

you made me learnt a lot of things people cant, & i thank you for that too. :D

in the past 1 year, we did quarrel & stuff, but it's always resolved thanks to you.

In other words, Thanks for everything, god bless, & loves. ♥

Happy Belated 18thh Birthday to Dorothy too.
may all your wish come true. god bless.

hmmm, actually, i've nothing more to say,
shall post again soon, & hopefully i'll have a motivation to do my work.
pray hard! haha! byebye! <3

'some people really have nothing better to do that they have to find other people's problem & make that person's life miserable.'

2009-08-25T19:09:00.000+08:00

Am sick today, so didnt attend school. :D
Shall reply tags.

Qianping, 19 Aug. - HA! really what! really look like a tortise! & thanks for spamming! :D
Jiaming, 19 Aug- REALLY? haha!
Yanxiu, 20 Aug- Ya la, ya la, love you lah. <3
Yuhzhen, 21 Aug- whatever, i want stay at clar also cannot, you jealous then go basson lah! :D
Jiaming, 21 Aug- ya lor! go lah!
Jillian, 22 Aug- thanks! (;
Xavier, 22 Aug- Thanks (;
Jiaming, 22 Aug- you spammed me 40 message lor! kanasai! haha! :DD
Sherman, 22 Aug- oh then, what a coincidence. ha! anw, thanks.
Louise, 22 Aug- thanks! :D:D
Yuhzhen, 22 Aug- She'll wait! haha! :D & thanks! <3 too
Qianping, 22 Aug- when did i become your sexy mummy? haha! anw, thanks. :D:D
QingSheng, 22 Aug- thanks. (:
Qianping, 22 Aug- I am used to it already. haha!
Qingsheng, 23 Aug- apology accepted. ha! :D
Dionna, 23 Aug- thanks! :D
Kylin, 24 Aug- ok...
Qianping, 24 Aug- Hello. (:

2009-08-22T21:27:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY TO

ME! :D

Pictures took @ mind cafe is with Jiaming, Sharmaine & Dionna, will wait for them to send me then i post :D

2009-08-19T19:07:00.002+08:00

Envy can be a positive motivator. Let it inspire you to work harder for what you want.

by robert bringle.

All that i can do is envy & nothing else, because, it doesnt belongs to me.

As usual. lessons were boring.

Was doing revision worksheet during science period, & Miss teo told us our science test result.

My results were average, as long as i dont fail, i'll be satisfied. :D

Dorothy tan asked us to write a compo about singapore( topics were given),

however, instead of doing we were chatting away, chatting about what happen during the camp back in march.

i know, it's been a long time, but we're just reminiscing.

anw, chinese was as usual, chatting with yanxiu.

During maths, lalitha was going through the homework yesterday, she left 5 mins earlier,

because of the o level english oral. & she kept emphasising, " can i trust you guys to keep quiet?"

haha! went to compass after school ate, & went home at about 3.45. i think

anw, i've got my english compo to write, so BYEBYE!

2009-08-18T22:03:00.000+08:00

ok, this post is going to be a short one.
school was fine today, in the morning, i met a "tortise" ( yanxiu should know what i mean :D )
then walked to school together.
FRC, then lessons, recess, lessons.
Lessons are always boring, but sweets are our so called "motivation" haha!
had fun during lessons as well.
after school went to eat at rp's kopitiam.
after eating, went to by drink, & then back to band
yanxiu wants me to ask mr choy if i am suppose to change to saxophone,
cause she wants me to stay in clar, so she wants to double confirm
& of course, mr choy insisted, even when i asked him
"If i dont want also MUSTT change to saxophone uh?"
the ans was of course, "YA"
yanxiu nearly cried when she knew the fact.
i didnt want to, i didnt have any obssesion to go to saxophone anymore.
but well, i've left the decision of changing or not to the conductors, & they insist, so ya.
YANXIU dont sad liao lah! :D:D
the clarinet section misses me!
awww...

2009-08-15T20:14:00.003+08:00

i cut my hairrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
& it's so OMG, short! ):
i somehow regretted cutting although many say that its ok.
anw, my phone is spoilt, but thanks to Fabian fior lending me his. (:

played basketball with Jiaming, YuhZhen & Qingsheng today.
Jiaming & Yuhzhen came to meet me at my house downstairs around 1.
after playing for awhile, we were tired & hungry, so went to compass to grab a bite
After eating, acc Jiaming go & cut hair.
Qingsheng came to meet us when Jiaming was halfway through cutting her hair at QB house.
he was so shock upon seeing how short my hair is.
after cutting hair, went to montip to buy stuff then went back to the bball court at my house downstairs
played for quite a long time.
i got hit my the bal thrice.
first, forehead, by jiaming
second, head shot, by one compassvale guy
third , chin, by Jiaming AGAIN.
UNLUCKY, i'm totally out of luck today!
it start raining at about 4., Qingsheng went home,
Jiaming & Yuhzhen came to my house to use comp.
they left about 5.
sis, & bro-in-law came after i bathed.
told my sis that i cut my hair, she claims that it's not weird, when i asked her.
anw, mum cooked a FEAST.-.-
2 fish & 1 Herbal chicken. ohoh, there's also veg.
to me, it's already like a feast cause its damn much!
later still have to eat cake.
cause tomorrow's my mum's birthday so...

HAPPY Birthday MUMMY! <3

anw, i'm off to watch tv & do my mum's card! byebye! :D

2009-08-09T13:54:00.001+08:00

hello! (:
didnt attend church today, cause i overslept.
anw, went out with Jiaming yesterday
was a last minute decision, we both were too bored at home.
soo, milky walked to my house downstairs & wait for me.
after that took 86 to amk to eat suki sushi.

it was niceeeeeeeeeee & cheapp! recommended.

anw, after eating went to sportslink, & sembawang bookshop.
omg, i like the things there! so cute!..
& the things sold at 3rd floor sportslink was cheap too! :D

omg! i like this! so cute lah! :D

this too! so cutecutecute!

sorry , i forgot to rotate this.

after browsing through the things,
we went to amk hub's nebo to have a drink! haha! :D:D
the love potion is damn nice, i like it! * thumbs up
ohoh, & we saw this very cool thing.

this! it's Jaslyn, but if you turn it upside down, you'll see Joseph!
cool hah!
after drinking, walked around for awhile & took mrt home with jiaming.

i've nothing more to say about already,
finish all my craps & stuff. so, byebye!
gonna reply tags now. (L)

2009-08-07T18:56:00.002+08:00

OMG. posting in IE & in mozilla is diff.

i mean, i still dont have the picture toolbar,

but the things showed in IE is lesser..

anw, i think i might be changing to livejournal again.

maybe will just leave the tagboard there. :D

hmmm, there doesnt seem anyone tagging me already..

so i'm also considering to delete my blogger.

i'm indecisive & fickle minded!

i always dont know what to choose. haha!

anw, woke up at 5.30 then bathed & stuff after that dad send me to school.

NDP was quite successful, i assume. :D

I super love the concert! haha!

Darrenthen dance damn funny!, ok lah, dont bully him,

shall also say that some others are funny too.

but performing on stage or should i say performing in front of so many people is no an easy task.

i understand, i once dance on the stage before,

but not chacha, is modern dance k? haha!

after school, went to compass & ate at pizza hut.

houyou treat us! :D but i did pay for my share.

went home at about 1plus, fall asleep while i was watching tv. :D

SHOULD I DELTE BLOGGER OR PUT THE TAGBOARD ONLY?

/edited.

anw, conclusion is to stay at blogger, thanks to qianping for giving me the url.

will upload pics took today, & a few days before, tomorrow.

i am looking for new blogskin,. :D

i paste this on my cupboard to remind me what test i have!

see! i am sooo! haha!

Look at all darren;s "MODEL" poisitions. haha!

he doesnt have a chair!-.-

how smart of him to not request a chair.

but the reason because he dont have his chair is cause

he gave small eyes his, so ya. :D

change colour!! so cool! :D

today's pics.

2009-08-06T21:52:00.000+08:00

ok... so my blogger is still not ok yet, i dont know why.
maybe blogger doesnt like me anymore. ):
anw, had tests for the pass few days so i didnt online. :D
i was STUDYING! :D:D
& recently, i keep having headaches, & all are those super pain ones.!
anw, dionna have 5 days mc, & she dont need to come to school!
aww. I miss Dionna! ):
& for NDP tomorrow, band performers must report at like, 6.15?!
with full band uni! siaosiaosiao!
but daddy say he fetch me so nevermind.
haha! hmmm, i've nothing to say liao BYEBYE! miss me hor! :D

2009-08-02T20:34:00.001+08:00

hmmmm, ok, my blogger is screwed again!
then function toolbar is gone for god-knows-what-reason.
anw, there doesnt seem anyone tagging.
tag more! keep my tagbox ALIVE!
comeon!
A lot of events are coming up, ndp, people's birthday...
ohohohya! & i have maths & science test coming up too!
urg! it's gonna drive me to the ends man!
hopefully i wont collapse soon,
cause i'm still not recovering from my flu,cough & headache is the worse of all!

This week i'll be having,
-Tues > Chinese test(chap 16-18), BAND
-Wed > Band, Maths test (chap 6)
-Thurs > Lit test, Band
-Fri > Band-NDP
-Sat > Going out with Milky. ( anyone interested to join tell me or milky! )

My life is sucha BORE!