Args!
i really hated my life
stupid fcking life.
i backstab ppl.
and i owned it
but ppl backstabbed me!
did i do anything to you?
no!
i didnt even scold you or say you!
I had enough!
everyone standing at the other side but not mine
you know how i feel now?
horrible!
remember last time quarrel with tracy
is also ppl backstab me then have this matter.
but i nv do anything to that backstabber
after that i really watched what i say
but i did something wrong again
is to tell someone abt something.
now kana another scolding.
i know you will think
i am big mouth or what to push the blame away
but i tell you i am not doing it!
if you feel that then fine!
i also cannot stop you
after quarreling with tracy that time,
ppl start to avoid me.
"someone" used to hate tracy
but now
WTF
you know,
i m not sticking to all of you
i just want to start a refresh
make more frens
cannot? wrong?
i just dun wan to go recess alone
you wan try how i feel now?
i am more then willing to help you!
i backstab ppl cannot
then you all backstab me jiu can meh?
just want to talk to you all, chat a little,
also cannot?
a few more words also cannot
what's this?!
it unfair
you guys always think that
"ohh you backstabbed her i wan tell her"
haven you think that you are now backstabbing someone
maybe to you i am saying rubbish
and pushing blame
as you had said in msn " blahblah"
whatever lahs
think yourself lah
you nv backstab me before?
you nv backstab anyone before?
did that someone do anything to you when he/she
knows that you backstabbed him/her?!
i dun think so.!
this world is meant to be unfair.
i hate it man
i had enough.
you bushuang what i post
i dun care liao
F!
and also
when you all need me to do things,
then you all will treat me better
but when you all dun need me,
then throw me aside
who do you think i m?!
a toy?
always toying me?!
can you gurantee that you nv backstab me before?
nv?
you sure?!
i m not flirting with boys.
cuz none of you want to talk to me
what can i do?!
pls.
make things clear before you come and say me
i am the most hum so?
i really am hum.
but i dun care?!
you all always blame me.
then next time your thing lost is i steal one lah!
isit?
huh!
think through it yourself lah
i know someone will ignore this post