i really really..

I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANNA LEARN PIAAAANNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
but my dad dont allow, only my my mum supports me. & we've no much $$ now. it'll be a burden for my parents if i learn it.. i'm gonna save more moneyyyyyyyyyy! i really want to learn. have been thinking this for years, really wish i could learn..

AND

i really really miss darren. ok, i'll be able to survive.. 5 more days...